if you give a mom….

by Rachel Marie Martin

…a sunny afternoon chances are she’ll walk around and check out the spring growth in her yard — the peas, and onions, and gladiolas, and finally the blossoms on her apple trees.

…looking at the blossoms on the apple trees will make her look up at the sky and marvel at the blueness of the mid-May sky.

…looking at the blue sky will remind her of her sweet Samuel’s eyes — her Samuel who’s having a biopsy on Thursday — and that will make her heart race just a bit.

…when her heart races she’ll stop looking at the apple blossoms. Instead she wants to pick up Samuel, to hold him, and sing to him.  She’ll find him playing in the yard.

…seeing Samuel play will remind her of Samuel on Sunday as he was staring off of their deck looking at the ducks wandering in their yard. Even though there’s not a pond near by.  But there has been a great deal of rain creating long lasting puddles throughout the neighborhood — perfect for ducks.

…thinking about the rain will make her grateful for the working sump pump in their basement. Which, has been running almost none stop since Friday due to the inches and inches and inches of rain that has fallen. Including covering the raspberry patch that was pictured so beautifully on her {friday} favorite things post.

…but, she’ll be grateful.  The same storms that dumped inches and inches of water on her raspberries also produced many tornadoes.  Grateful and still praying for all involved.

…as she’s praying she’ll think back to the pictures of the sky she took last night after one of the storms.  And then she’ll remember that colors and shapes and clouds so vivid only happen after a storm.

…and that will remind her of sweet Samuel and the journey, the storm, that she’s been on with him. And how her faith has been strengthened — even in this most challenging of storms.  And that a storm can produce beauty.

…and finally, when she remembers that there can be beauty in a storm, she’ll pick up her sweet little Samuel, give him an extra hug,  and walk outside to stare once again at the beauty of the apple blossoms in her back yard.

…and she’ll find that her heart is at peace.

Miscellany Monday @ lowercase letters

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30 comments

Heart n Soul May 23, 2011 - 11:12 am

Rachel…those storm shots are remarkable. Love them…they wold look good as prints 🙂

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Casey Martinez May 23, 2011 - 11:17 am

this was a really moving and touching post. Love that in all of it your heart for your son and your love for him is what you come back to. The storm pics are beautiful and my that is quite a yard puddle! Beautiful post friend!

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Rachel May 23, 2011 - 12:51 pm

Beautifully written and the pics you took of the apple blossoms and the storm are gorgeous. I pray that all goes well for your sweet Samuel. What a lovely child. 🙂

God bless!
Rachel

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Mommy Kerin May 23, 2011 - 12:52 pm

What a beautiful post! I will be praying for your sweet beautiful blue eyed Samuel. I’m so glad I found your blog today and I am now your newest follower!

If you have time I hope to see you stop by my way. Cannot wait to read more and learn more about you and sweet Samuel!

Mommy Kerin
hergoodintentions.blogspot.com

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Cindy May 23, 2011 - 1:16 pm

Beautiful post and what a precious little one you have!!!
Thanks so much for visiting and for your sweet comments.
Happy Monday,
Cindy

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Preserving Beauty May 23, 2011 - 1:17 pm

Thank you so very much for stopping by Preserving Beauty! I’m so glad you did and am full of delight to come upon your most beautiful posts & snapshots.

Lovely, lovely, lovely.

Enjoy the pepper jam!

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Stacie, A Firefighter's Wife May 23, 2011 - 1:32 pm

I pray He will keep your mind in perfect peace. I know your mind is steadfast on the Lord.

You have a lot going on. I pray that your sweet Samuel will have a pain-free biopsy.

Blessings,
Stacie

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carissa May 23, 2011 - 1:45 pm

This gave me chills because it’s so beautiful. Those sentiments about storms are unbelievably true. All the sky pictures are stunning. I hope those raspberries are hanging in there. Thursday will be on my mind all week – know that you and Samuel are covered in prayer. Keep me posted. A great big hug to you!!!

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Mandy May 23, 2011 - 2:48 pm

Beautiful post~ and timely b/c I had just read ‘If you give a pig a pancake’ to my littles. Praying for your sweet little man this week!

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Kelli May 23, 2011 - 2:49 pm

You so inspire me. In your thinking, your ability to find the good in all things, your love for your little one. My mommy heart understands what you’re going through. And you’re always in my prayers.

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Theresa May 23, 2011 - 2:58 pm

Beautiful post, Rachel!

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Joanna May 23, 2011 - 3:06 pm

Beautiful post! The photos are wonderful as always. The sky is always the most beautiful after a storm.

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hannah m May 23, 2011 - 3:32 pm

Oh, this was beautiful. So inspiring, and I love the photos!

Goodness, this Thursday? I’d forgetten it was that soon. Praying for your family, and Samuel!

love,
hannah

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Annie May 23, 2011 - 4:12 pm

i love this post. your pictures are beautiful.

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Krista May 23, 2011 - 4:22 pm

Your writing is so beautiful and inspirational. Praying for you and Samuel!

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Teresa aka JW May 23, 2011 - 5:22 pm

Samuel makes my heart gush with love…so does your post. 🙂

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Olga May 23, 2011 - 5:31 pm

such a sweet post! <3

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Emily (Laundry and Lullabies) May 23, 2011 - 5:58 pm

I was thinking about you and your Samuel today when I saw this recipe…doesn’t it look amazing? Double check, because gluten-free is not how our family eats, but this one looked like it might be ok for you guys!

http://deliciouslyorganic.net/fruit-pizza-recipe/print/

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BARBIE May 23, 2011 - 6:17 pm

Brillant post! Love the pictures of the clouds during/after the storm. It’s so true that beautiful skies only often follow after a storm. I’ll be praying for your Samuel!

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daphne @ flip flops and pearls May 23, 2011 - 7:32 pm

Very well written!!!! Just beautiful. Love those blue eyes.

I love your profile:)

Sending a prayer your way for Samuel’s dr appt.

Thanks for stopping by today.
Hope your Monday is great!

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Jami May 23, 2011 - 11:01 pm

what a beautiful post! I will be praying for sweet Samuel 😉

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Sarah Pete May 24, 2011 - 12:30 am

Ok, those photographs–STUNNING
And the story? Absolutely precious. Love love love it :]

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Lea also known as "CiCi" May 24, 2011 - 12:42 am

Awesome!!Absolutely stunning photographs of the storm. Thinking of you and Samuel this week and praying for good reports.

Have a joy filled week!

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Sandy a la Mode May 24, 2011 - 1:32 am

wow!! those storm and flower shots are amazing!!

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Elizabeth May 24, 2011 - 2:28 am

Goodness..I just loved this post! Praying for your sweet Samuel and knowing God’s in control!

Loving your pictures and your blog! 🙂

New follower!

http://elizabeththomasblog.blogspot.com/

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PamJ May 24, 2011 - 3:25 am

It’s been said but I want to as well – beautiful. That boy could never get enough squeezes 🙂
“a storm can produce beauty” – great quote. so very true…

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LaVonne @ Long Wait May 24, 2011 - 3:34 am

Beautiful photos! Thanks for sharing with us.

Thanks for coming by my blog. I appreciate it. I am now your newest GFC follower.

Blessings and Happy Week!

LaVonne @ Long Wait For Isabella

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Kara May 24, 2011 - 4:42 am

I loved this 🙂
Thank you…

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lmworley416 May 24, 2011 - 6:17 am

Think this is your best one yet!
Still here praying in Seattle!
Psalms 62:1-2 Truly my soul waiteth upon God: from him cometh my salvation. He only is my rock and my salvation; he is my defence; I shall not be greatly moved.
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Gwen Toliver May 24, 2011 - 5:22 pm

Beautifully written, Rachel! (but to stay with the book analogy shouldn’t the mom get a cookie in the end?? 🙂

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